Monday, May 08, 2006
Trying to apply brakes on a speedy mind
And it's just that, isn't it? The fact that everything happens so quickly and though I'm able to adapt, I'm having an increasingly harder time trying to apply some brakes here... I know where I stand on some things and by the same token I am completely lost on others. I can't seem to get a grasp on what is blatantly obvious. What am I trying to avoid here? Why am I preventing myself from thinking things out? Why do I read so much into things people say? Fun, right? We're gonna have some fun. We're gonna use the slow turn here because the way Jesse and I have it figured, we're never gonna win. We're never gonna have the ease of Cro Magnon man with simple tools and simple fucking. We're gonna slowly drink ourselves to death. We are never going to win. This is the brilliant eternity flowering with guilt. That is the slow turn. It's gonna pass us the fuck up. It's gonna leave us behind.
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